words fly out unwittingly
and so the major hurdles are over, and we're left with a final two. honestly i just cannot wait for everything to be back to normal. give me a day of lessons over this silly marathon but two weeks later you'd see me wishing for the other. boohoo who cares.
one year passes really fast. i wonder how people manage to keep in contact with their JC friends when all you've had is 2 years of memories, as compared to a 6 year friendship, or a 4 year bond. maybe it's cos you've matured, and know that some things are just worth remembering. i'd definitely want to remember all the waking moments (even sleeping) i've spent with s22, though some of us might not be around next year.
you say im being unrealistic
i count it as im going for what i want
you say im selfish
im already asking for less
you offer repeated arguments
i just listen to the silent condemnation
when was the last time you praised someone? really, cliche-ness aside. it's so that difficult to extract a phrase of praise from you. and even if no words come out of your mouth, i see no pride in your eyes either. im tired, really tired from running on this hamster wheel, trying to reach the same level that she is at. it's till to the point when i do get the rare word of encouragement of you, i feel so awkward.
this would so be under an lj-cut if i was at lj now.
im doing things for reasons that Reason cannot comprehend
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supernova
