REGINA

071290
orange & black
laughter & love
hold on


the G-Rant

hugs from behind and lovin' is like a reflex action a need for a strength to remain true if i die early then i wanna become a star so that i can shine brightly for you, you and you can forever be a bit more longer?


Straight From The Heart

adeline
angeline
ashley
barry
carian
celestia
charms
cheryl
fran
genevieve
guifeng
isabelle
jaclyn
jane
jayne
jon
lydia
lynnette
moli
pearl
qinyi
renee
samsee
sarahiee
siangying
siqi
tania
viviennie
wanzhen
yanyi
ziqi
ziqing
zoey

smudged
it's the very essence
of that and friendship
that keeps me going
that prevents me from losing myself
see me as who i am
not what i seem to be

Wednesday, August 29, 2007
8:33 PM

the beautiful hug


there have been quite a lot of things that've been happening lately, and it just kinda made me mull over the complexity of being human. i honestly dont think one can lead a simple life no matter how much they say they desire or feel like they're living it. i mean come on just dealing with the day to day social interactions between beings is taxing enough, and i guess you would be able to derive what im trying to say through this short reflection. maybe it'd be easier if i had a guidebook to tell me when to shutup or when to say what i think, then maybe i won't feel like im caught in some sadistic cycle.

anyway. promos are coming. the likelihood of me coming back here to blog anytime after this pre-promos is almost nil. i think. and then maybe after that i'll make the move to LJ and join vien with her sexybooness cos blogger just screws you too much sometimes.

when i signed up for a JC life,
no one told me it would mean sleeping at 4am in the morning
no one said i'd have to study that much harder
no one told me Pw was such a bitchy time/enjoyment/life thief
no one said that that's the way it is.

i guess there's not much point in thinking back and wishing of the could've beens or would've beens, the might haves or should haves. but then again this is what this is for ne?


When love beckons you, follow him
though his ways are hard and steep
When his wings enfold you, yield to him
though the sword hidden among his pinions may wound you

when he speaks to you believe in him
though his voice may shatter your dreams
for even as love crowns you so shall he crucify you

All these things shall love do unto you
that you may know the secret of your heart
and in that knowledge become a fragment of life's heart


-K. Gibran


i'll protect this gift You've given with all i have. =))



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