it makes no difference who you are<--*ahh! back break*
i need some serious R & R. or some miraculous cream/product that will take those disgusting eye rings that i have. it's so bad that i can see VEINS blatantly showing themselves through my skin please. gross yes. ughhh. and im not the kind who can make myself sleep for those long hours unlike some people i know. haha.
and so the mid-years/cts are over. after one whole gruelling week of studying till late at night and freaking out/sortof scolding the paper/and just plain crapping out answers when you dont know what else to do, it's OVER. thank God but oh man i shudder to get back the results cos i know they ain't gonna be pretty or nice or whatever i wanted. especially for chem. ooshh. this stinks. but i'll just worry bout it when it comes i guess. haha.
ahhhh. the stupid cts plus late night plus stupid hormones are causing a disgusting outbreak on my face. so annoying. blemish be gone!
anyway. the sucky thing, no wait thingS about having your exams after your june holidays is
#1: you dont get to enjoy your june holidays at all. [or pretty much]
#2: post-exam atmosphere gets you into the holiday mood
#3: lessons resume as per normal after your exams. [how shitty is that?!]
i guess the JC curriculum pretty much forgot or doesn't even know the meaning of post-exam activities, unless it involves studying. pishh. and even if they do, they'll probably find some way to incorporate some lesson objective into it. oh dont get me started on PW. im afraid to start ranting. but honestly. someone in the high seats of the Mother of Earth should ought to seriously take a look at PW and see what good it actually does cos honestly, i STILL dont see any benefit in it.
ok actually there was this whole section in which i went about trying to justify why PW is useless but i realised it was ranting so i decided not to cos i said i wouldnt. XD maybe by forcing us to do PW, they're making us 'learn how to deal with difficult people [and i dont mean the classmates]' and 'make the best of the most SHITTIEST situations' you're faced with. and i DONT mean the classmates again.
went out to j8 yesterday to eat ajisen for dinner. full of laughter and loads of fun. stationery shopping AGAIN. shant go into too much details cos im kinda lazy to say everything. haha. ended the night with chilling out at coffee bean. where we laughed even more. it was good to see celest again yeah. XDD
just came back from heartland mall. went shopping at Popular for the 3rd consecutive time in 3 days. my goodness. and heartland mall is oh so crowded on saturdays. sheesh. going out to G-ma's house later to celebrate her birthday, which is the reason why a) i cant go for the NeXt Change tonight at service, and b) i cant go for PL's guzheng concert to see my friends perform. but oh well she's my grandma and family comes first no?
pishposhohmygosh what is wrong with the weather i ask you. it is boiling hot at one moment and raining like there's no tomorrow the next. not helping this funny flu that's been coming and going. echh. hurray hurrah monday's a holiday. so not looking forward to going back to school but oh well. deal with it i guess.
picnic at TP PARK! where we sit under some big shady tree, hope that no birds shit on me, and watch old people do taiqi! haha they rhyme! ok shoots im just giving myself a cheap thrill. eeps.
alright. got to go and help my mother cook dumplings for tonight's dinner! hmm im hungry.
i feel sorry for you. cos your definition of what is so pure is so shallow. you really ought to redefine what it is to you. then maybe you'll start seeing that the problem isnt with those who shun you, but that it lies within yourself.
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supernova
it makes no difference who you are