there must be more than thisi AM ANNOYED. very annoyed right now cos IE screwed up on me and made the whole post i was typing just now disappear so now im just irritated. but since
i was pretty much typing emo-ish stuff just now it might be better that it disappeared. Ah whatever.
so school's been what. just rather annoying. tiring. heaps of homework. blahblahblah. you know, NORMAL school stuff. yuppyupp it's the life and time of every J1 student. whoopee yay. *rolls eyes* oh yeah training's officially started. i've gotta get out of the netball motion if i wanna do well for basketball. but i really miss netball....darnit. okok, new commitments, new beginnings. we have to move on right? AISH.
met up with the 3 today. i sorely sorely miss them. you know how last time you always see some people saying like 'love you so much it hurts', 'miss you so much it hurts' blahblahblah and then you'd think wth this person is so whatever. but i sorta understand what they mean. maybe they were just being emo or fake but i guess what im saying now is that i know what it means to miss someone to the point where you dont wanna do it no longer cos it'll just make things worse for you. that's how it feels like to me. and i was SO happy when i saw rah today cos i didnt know she was coming and then i was just so so glad to see her cos i thought i'd missed my chance yesterday [long story shant elaborate] talked quite a bit with them, and then we settled down to do work [yes we really did some work this time] and stuff. loveem
it's friday tomorrow. why does time pass so fast eh? HMM.
im sick of those looks directed at meim sick of not knowingi cant help but feel annoyedwhat's so special that cant be said?i dont want my life to go on like thiscos it's plain stupidthere must be more than thisno offence to you,but i cant seem to find a friend.
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supernova
