it's wavering.i just dont know what else to do...apparently i do this when im angry:
*conversation with vivien*
gina; ineedanangelandahalf says:
vien can i ask you something?vivien says:
uh ya?
gina; ineedanangelandahalf says:
what do i when im angry?vivien says:
uhhvivien says:
usually youll be like keep quiet
vivien says:
dont talk much
vivien says:
sulk abit
vivien says:
never express it pretty much openly
vivien says:
:Dgina; ineedanangelandahalf says:
i got sulk meh..
gina; ineedanangelandahalf says:
haha.
vivien says:
but theres this slight sense of anger.. anger bubbles flying about
vivien says:
haha YOU ANGRY YOU CAN SMILE HAR*forgive me if the colours are not the same. the whole blue screen thing is affecting everything i see*i like the anger bubbles part. i imagine them to look like bubbles, but cos they're anger bubbles they have spikes around them. funny imagination eh.
didnt go school today. it was just too much to take. everything. so i spent the whole day today hiding from the world and what it wanted from me. and ended up staring into space on my bed, which was the prequel to falling asleep and forgetting everything that's been happening in my life right now.
[it's just not fair, not fair at all]on a happier note, went with jie to the IT fair [again] to buy a new com!! so cool so cool but i had to trolley that stupid CU around and the wheel hit my ankle and now i think it's gonna form a bruise by tomorrow morning cos it hurts like yeow when i touch it. darn. but the good thing's that come sunday or sooner, i wont have to face this annoyingly blue screen anymore! or at least for most of them time. although this computer has served us faithfully for the past...i dont know 5 years or so, it's time to move into semi-retirement. i was just thinking just now bout how technology evolves. in the past, the monitor used to be this big and bulky thing that was bigger than the CU, but now it's like the opposite. cos my sister was carrying the monitor which was just this flat carry-along box with a handle while i was carting that BIG box which contained the CU. funny how these sorta things happen eh.
it's the beginning of the march holidays! time passes like how quickly please. i cant believe i've already gone into 3 months of my JC life. 21 more to go and we're done. wow. and it's really up to me to make these 21 months count...shoots i have to go back for bridging lessons on monday and tuesday..and that's all because i failed chem by 3%....darn it.
dear future,it seems like you're this big black hole that has no bottom and something that im gonna fall into at any moment. you are too cruel, to leave me hanging where i shouldnt be, throwing me to wherever you feel like it. stop playing me already, i dont think my life can take it much longer.Thank you very much.It is what gets me through the day and especially the night. -we can do this. i know we can.
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supernova
