lips of an angelno i dont mean anybody's lips. NOT JAYNE'S, NOT VIV'S, NO ONE. i made it clear already ah. oh man the nerve of some people. TSKTSK. :D
Anyhoo, about 1 and a half weeks left to results. was just talking to nigel bout it online. honestly i really have no feelings about it la. probably cos the whole O Level period was a complete BLANK to me. i dont mind forgetting it thank you. ooh man i just saw rachel's nick and it said TWELVE DAYS TO RESULTS. Alamak. why remind me. so anyway ya i was telling nigel bout the whole confidence thing..then i was just thinking afterwards that i always tell people that i dontknow/ superscared/or something along that line about my results, and always forget that i'd already committed it to God, but im still worrying bout it. So i guess i've realised what it means to really have faith la. They say love is blind, i say faith is ten times more blind. it's really everything to do with what your heart tells you, against what your brain thinks and your eyes see la. SO RIGHT. ask me about my feelings bout the results and i'll say this: ....actually i dont know what i'll say yet but when i think of something i will. HAH.
ok i have to stop punctuating my sentences with 'lor', 'la' and 'leh' and whatever singslang cos it feels downgrading ok gina stop it ah.
my muscles are aching please. calf/shoulder and THIGH especially. apparently we ran 3.2 km for PE today, but it honestly didnt feel like it. so im starting to get this sneaky suspicion that the PE teacher who led the run lied to us. HMM. i shall ask riveria the next time i see her. Physics today was super hilarious. i think ms lim can laugh to herself without anyone making her laugh please. and today was just super funny and everyone kept laughing. shant elaborate into it. met jayne after school for a quick lunch. talked bout stuff here and there, it really feels good to just talk to your friends, cos you can really just talk bout ANYTHING you want and they dont judge you like how normal people would. =))
ok i have to go off now cos i still have Maths homework to do. and Chem and blahblahblah. Eeyurgh sometimes i just wish the results would come. but then again the coward in me doesnt want to face reality just yet.
so the story goes, we make no excuse for the choices that we make. lucky me, i was pulled out before the quicksand ate someone else up. but sometimes i wish i was that someone.
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