do you feel it in the air?SO! school's been ok so far. orientation's over. lectures have started. the first few lectures were like OH MY FISHCAKES whyonearthisitsofrickinboringpleasedosomethingkindathing. but maybe that's cos they were intro lectures la. but chem and history and econs just plunged straight into teaching la, which was good too. HAH.
anyhoo. had CCA fair/talk/walkaround today. there are like only 33 CCAs in SR, so im not exactly spoilt for choice. hah. signed up for shooting [!!], netball, ODAC and guitar. ohwell we shall see shant we? got two weeks to choose, then by that time plus one more week it'll be results, or somewhere there la. freakish please.
i feel like im going through this phase whereby i cant decide whether to take that step forward and let go, or hold back and wait. holding back seems to be costing me quite a bit at this moment, but then taking that step forward could make me lose even more than i have now. URGHH. sometimes i wish that the results could come faster, and then i could make a decision.
i dont know why but i suddenly feel like i miss all the PL people. as in really really miss them la. dang the time we had just wasnt enough or something. going back would be darn great, but ya ya everyone knows that's like asking for the Sun to drop down from the sky.
ahh this post is getting emo. maybe it's cos i know that there're things that are just hiding under the surface, and they could spring out at any moment. and when they do i dontknow if i would know how to deal with them. dang this sucks. what's gonna happen next??
it's this tension in the airthat the both of us can feelit's that knowing that something's therethe mystery that surrounds-
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supernova